From the recording Wounded
Lyrics
So what the fuck is this
Alone with a clenched fist
I'm groping for answers wondering why I exist
Caught up in rage
My beast in its' cage
A heartbroken fuck that's needing your page
Alone by the phone
Knowing you're home
I break down and call to feel nothing but cold
You said you need space
But for me there's no place
A hole in my soul, a mental head case
It fucks with my head all the things that you said
A total reverse this relationship dead
You tell me move on but I can't flip the switch
'Cause all of a sudden I'm last on your list-bitch
My cries of loneliness go unheard
I'm tired of anger, I'm tired of lonely
I'm tired of hurt
Endless rage burns inside
Peace of mind I'll never find
My cries of loneliness go unheard
So what the hell is this
One of life's little twists
I'm sick of the pain and I'm sick of the shit
You stab me with things
That I've done in the past
Afraid to let go and get rid of your mask
You've become cold
And I've become hard
No fucking balance, return to the start
I'm sick of these fights
And I can't stand the pain
An uneasy feeling at the sound of your name
I'm hurt and confused, I feel I got screwed
Smacked in the face, while my heart was abused
Cold and detached, your heart is a wall
I'm fed up with your shit and I'm sick of it all
My cries of loneliness go unheard
I'm tired of anger, I'm tired of lonely
I'm tired of hurt
Endless rage burns inside me
Peace of mind will never find me
My cries of loneliness go unheard
(Solo)
So I lay on this couch
Absorbing my hate
I drift in and out of this pathetic state
I dream things will change
My life rearranged
Try to open my eyes to this difference you've claimed
Frustrated as hell
My energies drained
I'm faced with a void that's inside with your name
I'm forced with this choice
I lose either way
Disregard how I feel, I'm caught your game
We're both off the hook
I want this to stop
Let good memories go and let's say that it's fucked
Uncontrollable tears
That flow from my face
You say that it's done
/and I've lost the faith
And I've lost the faith
My cries of loneliness go unheard
I'm tired of anger, I'm tired of lonely
I'm tired of hurt
Endless rage burns inside
Peace of mind I'll never find
My cries of loneliness go unheard
Lyrics © 2002 George Hartwig
